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Autumn

Me, the girl, Always thinking, wondering. I am a very emo person. So you will notice that my blog posts are quite emo 2. But watvr it is, I am who i am, you can't change me, and i won't change you. I am not a saddistic person though i prefer tragic stories tat makes me cry. I dono why but maybe becuz now i am feeling so stressed out, so sad... or becuz tragics are usually touching and easier to touch the hearts of others?
Just remember this, who i am is not who i am
Yes, this may be contradictory but sometimes it's true. U'll realize somehow.
Who am i exactly? Well, I truly don't know either.
When you've found out the answer, tell me?



♥About My blog♥

Autumn, the saddest season of the year. The falling leaves, the backward views of people walking along trees with leaves falling down on them, the wind rustling their hair...
The scene's just pure sad isn't it?
N doesn't this makes u associate it with love? Sad, but sweet, Complicated but simple...
Too stressed out? Too tired? Hurt so deeply, so thoroughly? You found the right place...
Just Shout it out loud, cry it all out
Let the tears soothe you,
Promise yourself that you'll forget, you'll live on and be alive...
Let it out, Let it go. Hope for a better future, think of the positive side. Live your life with joy!


♥Disclamier♥

What's here remains here,
No ripping, NO spamming, No copying
I am NOT responsible for wat will happen to you if you do...
"Memories are the only things that will remain with us forever, everything else just fade to dust..."

♥FAV Quotes/ My Says♥

"Memories are the only things we really own, the only things that stay constant, everything else becomes dust..."
"从童话般的王国，一步步地走进残忍却又不得不面对的现实。在这里，有伤痛，有别离但是有更美好的约定，更美好的回忆，和关于未来的希望..."
"Love is a many trousered thing..."
"在爱情字典里没有永远，我们只能越走越远，慢慢地变成两个不同的世界的人..."
"Nobody knows what will happen in the future, Nobody knows everything, every thought... Let's not duell on the past that have already passed...
Learn to let go, for you'll only hurt yourself more... Move on, and be a new person, a new self that makes the person regret forever..."
"I've learnt that no one's the perfect person until you fall in love with them..."
"Death is easy, peaceful. Life is harder" ~Bella Swan (twilight)


♥Wish List♥

-' DO well in my studies (i mean a girl still needs her studies no matter what world she's in right?)
-' Buy A LOT of books!!! (me a bookworm!!!!!XD)
-' Buy HSM3 CD (i have HSM1 & 2. Only short of 3. COME OUT SOON!!!!)
-' Buy Twilgiht whole series
-' Create my own, special blog
-' Buy Lots of CDs!!!
-' Find out more about myself (which is very impossible to complete)


♥Escapes♥

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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Ah! Finally able to post after such a long long time. Luckily it's the holidays (long long 1 ). I'm seriously stressed out for the 1st half of the year. THis lONG break will definitely do me good. I am thinkin a lot still. I wonder if i should close down this blog. Cuz i really dono what to post n stuff like that. Mayb i should.

Nvm. I'll think about it. :)

Have a nice holiday!,
Autumn

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Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Fairy tales. It should not be strange to you. All the princes, princesses, all the happy endings. We have listened to it countless times when we were young. But that's just a fairy tale, a dream. Have you ever felt like this? You dreamt of what you wish will happen. Like good results, like for a guy to confess his love for you... But will they happen? No. Cuz that's just a fairytale. A fairytale of our life that we live in, in our heads. But there's always this reality that shatters our fairytale, our dream. And we have no choice, but to face the reality, the troubles, the problems, hear breaks, confusions... Sometimes, or rather most of the times, we wish we could live in our own world, our own fairytale. And that thought, that wish becomes more and more desperate as we grow older, and step further into the adult world... Dreams, our escape, the only time when everythings satisfy us. The only time when fate don't play on us... Don't be discouraged, don't be sad. Cuz everyone's like you. Suffering, wanting to escape... If only... So many If only's but they'll nv come true. So i want to quote is:


难道这就是长大要付出的代价？———— 总有一天，那些童话，幻想，美梦，传说；那些王子`公主，水晶鞋和一千零一夜里的奇迹将渐渐离去，取而代之的，则是一个又一个的现实：考试，分数，大学，工作，还有灰色的心情和......失败的爱情。


A song for you all. 童话. Yes. A fairytale, a fairytale, a dream which we yearns for but has no happy endings, no prince or princesses. Yes, and that fairytale, is life...







You know i am with you,
Autumn

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

One thing i have to say. Guys are wierd. It's like 1 moment they say they hate you 4ever, next minute, they r like talking to u as if nothing has ever happened. Wow. Seriously, i would kill to look inside a guy's mind and no wat they are thinking. Well, i have to say, some guys' minds are easy to read...
When you've figured out how to read a guy, Tell me?
Sigh... Life's so hard, so busy, so stressed. Everything's spinning out of control, veering off the track. Dreadful things happening... Horoscope say that my luck, my wealth and sthg else all bad this year... Only my health is medium... Wow. Remember this... 2009 is my WORST year. It'll be the death of me...
Choices, hard to make. Especially those that are made and can't be reversed. Choices, especially in love, always is the hardest, cuz it will cause pain. No matter it is to who, you or another. Tat's y i say, love itself is complicated. Just like life. Or rather a part and parcel of life. Serious though, my life sucks like hell now. Can't wait 4 this year to be over. My mum keep on telling me to face it with an open mind, positive attitude, but i have been under so much stress that it's hard... Well, i guess it's true. The stress is truly getting me. I've been lazying around, doing nothing, except a little work and most of the time, being lifeless. In fact, i AM lifeless. I'm so lonely, so sad, so alone...
Thks to my 'great' choice...
Well, wtvr, i try to be positive n try not to be like Bella... But hard to say, i am still waiting for the light to appear in my dark tunnel. Hope it comes out soon, b4 this thing kills me...

Death's peaceful, simple, Life's harder,
Autumn

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Thursday, March 19, 2009


Ever wanted a chance to go back in time? Ever wanted a chance to be 17 again?? Well, it's not impossible! The new film starring Zac Efron from High school musical 3--- 17 again is bound to make you feel like going back in time again! Back to when you are 17, sweet, sweet 17...


*Plot*
Popular high school senior Mike O'Donnell (Zac Efron) seemingly has it all. He is a star athlete headed straight for a college scholarship. Until...he decides to give it up to settle down with his high school girlfriend, Scarlett.
Twenty years later, an adult Mike (Matthew Perry) finds his life is not exactly what he expected. He is separated from his wife, Scarlett (Leslie Mann), and living with his best friend Ned Freedman (Thomas Lennon), his career at a pharmaceutical company is at a stand still, and his relationships with his teenage children are nonexistent. After getting passed up for yet another promotion at work, he returns to his high school to reminisce over his basketball awards and the life he could have had. While he is reliving his past, he is approached by a janitor (Brian Doyle-Murray) and shares with him how things were so much better when he was 17.
As Mike is driving home from the high school, he sees the mysterious janitor standing on the ledge preparing to jump into the Los Angeles River. Mike rushes out of his car to rescue him, but when he gets there, the janitor has vanished. What Mike doesn't realize is that he is about to fall into the river and turn into his 17 year old self.
Young Mike (Zac Efron) returns to Ned's house, where he has the difficult task of convincing Ned that he is in fact Mike. At a loss of what to do, Ned pretends to be Mike's father and they register Mike back in high school to finish the life he never had the chance to live.
High school presents a lot of new challenges for Mike, such as dressing cool, keeping up with the latest gadgets, and making new friends. But nothing compares to being in high school with his own children. He discovers that his daughter, Maggie (Michelle Trachtenberg), is not nearly as innocent as he thought she was, she's dating the star athlete who picks on his son, Alex (Sterling Knight).
But Mike's most difficult realization is that he hasn't been a very good father or husband. Mike befriends Alex and tries to instill him with enough confidence to join the basketball team. He gets close to Maggie's obnoxious boyfriend and does everything in his power to break them up. Most importantly, he visits an unsuspecting Scarlett and rediscovers all the things that initially made him fall in love with her.
Through his experiences, Mike realizes that he had chosen the perfect life-- he just never appreciated it.

Gotcha interested?? Catch the film in the theaters April 17!!! Don't forget!!! XD Here's the trailer for the movie! Enjoy!!






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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

It's funny how one can suddenly grow so mature from the tender age of 12 to 13. Most probably because we experienced a lot more now?? Because we are now more exposed to the outside world? I dono the answer, but all i know is that as time passes, people changes too. Well, sometimes, do you have this feeling that when your alone, you feel so lonely instead of free?
Well, sometimes i feel like this and always am in a mood swing these few days. Probably due to too much stress. It's like 1 moment i am happily laughing and the next, i am crying my eyes out. Sigh... Being a teenage's this hard. Now i finally understand why those teenage take drugs, commit sucide. Not that i am gonna do that but ya... I understand how they felt. It's like so lonely, so lost...
Actually, i think the best way is to let it all out. Once you rattled it all out, you feel much much better. Don't be afraid to tell someone you trust about your feelings or cry it out or write it all down. Just find a way to release yourself, you will feel better. Found this song online, not that really like it, but ya, SOS.
Just like what i feel like calling out for now.
SOS, by Jonas Brothers...



You change your mind like a girl changes clothes,
Autumn

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Thursday, March 12, 2009

Now, i dono why but i suddenly have a interest in Taylor Swift. N by the way, i hate Jonas Brothers hehe... No offence to those who admire them but i especially detest Joe Jonas. Well, you should have already guessed why... YES!! He dumped Taylor Swift!!! Poor Her!!! Well, i heard she even writted the song should've said no for hiM!!
Yeah. I like TS cuz her song depicts a lot of stories!! The words are all very charming too. Love her songs and especially her lyrics!! Especailly should've said no, love story, teardrops on my guitar and white horse!! Well, i found this on the net. Thought i might want to share this with you.
Taylor Swift- White horse...



Lyrics Taylor Swift lyrics - White Horse lyrics

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

This is my blog. No spamming, no ripping, no copying.
P.S. It's still under renovation *obviously*
I am a very contradictory girl. My thoughts change differently depending on my mood. So don't try to guess who i am. If you think you know who i am, read my blog posts and think again. Am i really the person? Am i really the same as the person you knew? I am not exactly the type that's popular but neither am i the type that's not. I am the type that hold my own ideas, my own style. I may seem weird to you, but i may not seem so to the others.
Autumn is not my real name (duh) But i love autumn, the season of the year. The season of heartbreaks, loneliness, sadness. The falling golden leaves made it seem like you are trying to leave the hurting past behind you, walking away... People also say that Autumn is the season when you finally wake up from the person that you love but don't love you back and turn to find that there's always someone there for you. Sweet huh? Well, but most of the time, the person's either dead, or already given up on you. Yeah... BUT plz. I AM NOT sadistic. I just think and feel that at THIS point of time in my life, tragic seems much more understandable, much easier to write, to feel about. Maybe becuz my life sucks now. But, Autumn is indeed the season of surprises and mystery. Just like me! XD
Well, My life is just as well filled with surprises, headaches, heartbreaks, confusions ... A typical like of a normal student... But come on! Life's not life without setbacks, complications, mistakes, problems, enemies... You are bond to be fated to meet some of those irritating ppl who makes life difficult for you! Well, we just have to learn to adapt i guess, learn this, what's done, cannot be undone. Keep an open mind.
You know what's the best way to avoid a conflict between your enemies? Ignore them. Simple. Tune yourself out with earphones, headphones... Heck care what they say?
My blog is mainly about my life, my thoughts and feelings... You either like it or hate it. I don't blame u, but i hate it when u judge it wrongly or unfairly.
Memories suppose to fade, what's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go, didn't think it would be this hard. Should be strong, moving on...
 Familiar? A phrase from David Archulata's song a little too not over you!
What i realised is that music lyrics are composed with meanings, they depict a story too! Like love story, teardrops on my guitar, white horse, forever and always by Taylor Swift (by the way, she ROCKS!!!!!!) Yeah.
OH yes. 1 more thing. I just want to say, who i am is what i am. Don't judge me from the outside only. Trust me. Most of the time you judge it wrong.
Hope you enjoy reading my blog! I'll post soon.

Memories in my heart,
Autumn

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